Welcome to my blog, or should I say to the ramblings of an old man. I doubt that my ramblings are of much value, but at least I have an opportunity to share them.  So, please be kind and humor me. If nothing else of value stands out in these thoughts, I hope that you at least sense the value I place on a daily walk with the Lord.  That walk is what has provided me with motivation and a sense of purpose throughout my lifetime.  My prayer is that you, too, are experiencing this direction and joy in daily living which is available to everyone who puts his trust in Christ.  So, thanks again for joining me.  Please don't go without leaving some comments here so I can get to know you better as our paths intersect today in this blog.

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Bite Away

          My parents grew up following the Depression and during World War 2.  Like many folks during those days, they didn't have many material goods.  Today we might consider them "poor".
         But my dad knew how to work and he worked night and day on a variety jobs to support his family.  Unfortunately his first "regular" job was teaching school in Doylestown, PA.  He earned a great beginning yearly salary of $1,100.  But that wasn't enough to fully support the three of us.  So, for about a year my mother and I lived with his parents in Sunbury and he commuted to and from Doylestown each weekend.
          Until I entered first grade we made six moves as dad took on various jobs.  We finally purchased our first car when I was in second grade. Then we made two more moves until dad obtained a permanent job at RCA in Lancaster.
          Growing up I didn't regret not having much.  I never really thought about it and I never considered us to be poor.  I seldom had new clothing, but I always had nice clean clothing.  We never went out to eat.  We never went on vacations although we usually got to our camp meeting for a week in the summer.   We never went to amusement parks or fairs.
          But life was good and the Lord provided all that we really needed.  I have no regrets .... well maybe one regret.
          I was born with an overbite and my parents couldn't afford braces.  So I lived with that.  My dentist did suggest that when I could I should put pressure on my top teeth with my finger. He thought that this pressure might work like braces ... but it didn't.  One day in sixth grade I was doing this while listening to my teacher, Mr. Stark.  Suddenly he stopped and told the class that we were too old to be sucking our fingers.  I knew exactly who he was talking to and I was embarrassed and never did it in school again.
          Now nobody ever commented about my overbite and the only time it creates a problem is when I am eating - especially onions!  I can't bite things like onions.  But there are worse problems in life.
         However, recently we went to a restaurant for lunch - not a fast food joint.  I ordered a cheeseburger with a slice of onion and a tomato.  When trying to take a bite I pulled out almost all of the contents, all over my shirt and my face.  I just couldn't cut it with my teeth.  It was a mess and an embarrassment.  And as it happened the thought went through my mind, "If only my parents could have afforded braces for me - seventy years ago".  But they couldn't and I survived anyway.
         Now i am told that I could still get my overbite fixed.  But why would I spend that money now for something that I will only need to deal with for a few more years.
          I wonder, will I need teeth in heaven?   And that is an interesting question.

1.     Jesus has a table spread
Where the saints of God are fed,
He invites His chosen people, "Come and dine";
With His manna He doth feed
And supplies our every need:
Oh, 'tis sweet to sup with Jesus all the time!
"Come and dine," the Master calleth, "Come and dine";
You may feast at Jesus' table all the time;
He Who fed the multitude, turned the water into wine,
To the hungry calleth now, "Come and dine."

2.    The disciples came to land,
Thus obeying Christ's command,
For the Master called unto them, "Come and dine";
There they found their heart's desire,
Bread and fish upon the fire;
Thus He satisfies the hungry every time
"Come and dine," the Master calleth, "Come and dine";
You may feast at Jesus' table all the time;
He Who fed the multitude, turned the water into wine,
To the hungry calleth now, "Come and dine."
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3.     Soon the Lamb will take His bride
To be ever at His side,
All the host of heaven will assembled be;
Oh, 'twill be a glorious sight,
All the saints in spotless white;
And with Jesus they will feast eternally.
"Come and dine," the Master calleth, "Come and dine";
You may feast at Jesus' table all the time;
He Who fed the multitude, turned the water into wine,
To the hungry calleth now, "Come and dine."

Saturday, April 18, 2020

Isolation Continues


       What do you do when you  are forced to isolate yourself at home?  That is a something that we never thought would happen to us - but it has!  On March 28, I published a blog on isolation and I listed some of the things that I have encountered and tried during this new experience.  I am learning more day by day.
         But here is even a better question  What do you do when your birthday falls during this time of isolation, as mine did?  There are no restaurants open to get your free meal.  Family can't visit you and you  can't visit them. So you stay at home, follow your normal isolation routine, and enjoy a frozen dinner that your wife prepares for your birthday.  No cake, no presents.   That works ... at least it has to!
          But I did have one surprise.  My son, his wife and three of my grandchildren  showed up that evening in my backyard with signs and balloons and they sang Happy Birthday to me.  I couldn't have asked for a better birthday gift.  Unfortunately I couldn't even hug them to say thank you.
          There are numerous things that we are dealing with during this isolation.  One of these is fellowship with others.  We miss being in church and in Awana and seeing our friends.  In the weeks since this all started our phone seldom has been ringing except for calls from "scammers". We have had calls from family members, a call from a friend who needed prayer, a call from our pastor, one call from a friend and a call from a former member of our church who offered to help us.  But that is it.  Where has everyone gone?  
         On the other hand, my wife has been busy calling friends who are all alone.  I am sending e-mails to friends. They appreciate the encouragement of hearing from a friend who cares and misses them, just as we do.  We all need to be encouraged during these difficult days.
           With churches closed we are learning to depend upon television, radio or the internet for our services.  On Sunday mornings we continue to enjoy the senior pastors at Westminster and Calvary. Their sermons are practical, interesting and their length matches our learning styles.  However we do wish that the musicians at Calvary were better, but that is a different subject.  During the week we enjoy David Jeremiah, Chuck Swindoll and Focus On The Family.  We are really blessed with the availability of many good speakers who minister to us while we are confined.
          I also thoroughly enjoy the music played on WDAC, our local Christian music station.  Now I know that I am old, but their music styles generally meet my needs and I listen to them day and night.
          Another major adjustment has been shopping. For the last ten months we did our grocery shopping online with Stauffers and enjoyed it.  We had placed 25 orders with them before the virus hit.  Now so many others are using them that we are hardly ever able to get a reservation. We also tried to use Wegmans but we could never get a slot there for an order. We have begun to use Giant when we can get a slot there.  However they have a poorer selection of products available online.  They don't even handle paper napkins!  And usually we only get about half of what we order from them and they don't contact us so we could order a substitute as Stauffers does.  In our last order from Giant, 16 items were not available when we picked up our order. But we bounce back and forth between these two when we can get a reservation.  And we have enough.
          Then there is personal hygiene.  The last haircut I could get was on February 12 - over two months ago.  And that is a long time ago, unless you are trying to be Samson.  I've also tried ordering several items online from CVS and Walgreens, but delivery time has been several weeks from them, if they aren't sold out.  I may have to eventually risk things and go directly to their stores.
          But, as I  suggested in my previous blog, there is now time to do some interesting things, such as read, pray and put jigsaw puzzles together.
            However the most interesting thing that I have done is to make an addition to my weekly hymn blog.  For the past few weeks I have added a new feature, "Peace in the Battle With CoVid".  Each week I am featuring an old hymn which speaks of peace and God's leading in difficult times.  Apparently folks need and appreciate this since my readers each week have increased from around 700 to almost 1200 each week since I have done that.  Hopefully this feature is ministering to many.
          I've also learned to appreciate even more the gift of my salvation and the assurance of a home in heaven when my life here on earth is done.  Now I'm not anxious to leave my family here on earth, but I also realize that at my age I'm just a single exposure to this virus from going home.  And what a beautiful place that will be.
          Well isolation is not fun.   I miss my family.  I miss church.  I miss sports.  I miss the many activities that were so easy to do before all of this disruption.  And maybe life here will never be the same and we will need to adjust to the new normal.  But God is faithful.  He doesn't change. He cares.  He provides.  And we trust Him!
          Take care and keep looking up!  A better day is coming!



(1)   Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
O what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior, all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior, all the day long.

(2)    Perfect submission, perfect delight,
Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
Angels descending bring from above
Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior, all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior, all the day long.

(3)    Perfect submission, all is at rest
I in my Savior am happy and blest,
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior, all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior, all the day long.


Saturday, April 11, 2020

Our Health Care

          Medical care and costs are a major concern today.  The cost of drugs continues to skyrocket.  Medical costs are out of reach for many, especially those without insurance. And insurance costs so much that many are forced to go without it.  And then even the availability of service and medicine can also be a problem.  And, sadly, nobody has a solution.
          I suffer from very low magnesium.  Recently I ended up in the ER because my mag level was so low.  I wanted an infusion of mag because that always gives me some relief.  But all they would give me was a pill, the very same thing I was taking regularly at home.  And despite my complaint they discharged me, with a pill.
          A few weeks later I shared this story with my heart doctor who is one of the doctors monitoring my problem.  His answer?  There is a shortage of that so it must be reserved for the most serious cases - apparently not me.  Then he added, "we are becoming a third world country."  I was surprised by his opinion, but our experiences seem to give some support to that statement.
          Since 1992 my wife has suffered with a very serious condition, ulcerative colitis. The only thing that has kept it under control is a very expensive drug called Lialda.  Now it cost us $360 a month but when we reach the medicare "donut hole" if will jump to about $600 a month.  There is a generic available but we found the hard way that it won't work for her.  Last month when she ordered her monthly refill the pharmacy told us that they could not get it for her because it was backordered by the company.  We desperately began to call other pharmacies trying to find one that might have a supply.  Most did not, but finally the Lord led us to one that could help us that month.  A "third world country"?
          The very same thing happened to a drug that I was taking for years when I was told that an ingredient in that drug could cause cancer.  In that case my doctor suggested an alternative. But guess what - it was also backordered.
          Then there is the problem of actually getting a doctor appointment.  Now if we want to see our "family doctor" we need to make an appointment with that doctor three or four weeks in advance.  However, depending upon what is wrong we could try the walk-in service or urgent care.  We've had some good and bad experiences doing that.
          How about trying to get a first visit with a neurologist - three months if you are fortunate.  In our area neurosurgeons and even dermatologists are almost as difficult to schedule.
          And then there are the many hospitals that are closing down.  A big one serving Lancaster recently closed, placing a heavy burden on the one that remains.  The long time Community Hospital in Sunbury suddenly closed a few months ago, forcing folks there to now travel many miles for help.  Just hope that you don't have an emergency like a heart attack.
          And I don't need to mention the current world-wide virus that has caused the system to run out of protective gear, ventilators, patient beds, doctors and nurses.
          Unfortunately all of this is bound to get worse in the future.  If we're not there now, we could really become a third world nation in medical care in the near future.  That would be so sad.  Who would have ever thought that this could happen in the United States.
          But for the believer, one day (hopefully soon) medical care will no longer be a concern ... no more night, no more pain, no more tears, never crying again!

(1)     Peace, perfect peace, in this dark world of sin?
The blood of Jesus whispers peace within.

(2)     Peace, perfect peace, by thronging duties pressed?
To do the will of Jesus, this is rest.

(3)     Peace, perfect peace, with sorrows surging round?
On Jesus' bosom naught but calm is found.

(4)     Peace, perfect peace, with loved ones far away?
In Jesus' keeping we are safe, and they.

(5)     Peace, perfect peace, our future all unknown?
Jesus we know, and He is on the throne.

(6)     Peace, perfect peace, death shadowing us and ours?
Jesus has vanquished death and all its powers.

(7)     It is enough: earth's struggles soon shall cease,
And Jesus call us to Heaven's perfect peace.
          

Saturday, April 4, 2020

Help For Anxiety


        It is so easy to feel anxious, worried, overwhelmed, or just out of control in our lives. Today so many things around us cause us to stress or fear, and everywhere we turn, it seems like more bad news pops up.  Is there any good news?
          So how do we live in this world with these fears?  How do we open ourselves up to love our neighbors, our world, and our God without becoming burdened by all the hurt and the brokenness around us? How do we continue to seek Christ when everything seems to be crashing down or falling apart?
          During these times of stress or anxiety the Word of God is the one true place where we can find peace. Nothing in this world can bring us the comfort that Christ can. He can feel distant at times, especially when you're feeling the anxiety begin to overwhelm you.  But reading the truth of the Bible reminds us that he is always near to the brokenhearted and close to those in need. He has always been faithful and he will still be faithful, even now, and he will be faithful in the future, no matter what might arise or come our way.
          Here are 10 verses from throughout both the Old and the New Testaments that can be comforting in your own anxious moments. I pray that they are a balm to your soul as you read them. Meditate on these verses individually, pray through their words several times, and sit with them long enough to truly let the words seep into your soul. Don't rush through these words, but savor their truth and worship Christ as you read his words of love and comfort.
          1.   And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. - Philippians 4:7
          2.   When I am afraid, I put my trust in you. - Psalms 56:3
          3.   So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. - Isaiah 41:10
          4.   For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. - 2 Timothy 1:7
          5.   Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. - Joshua 1:9
         6.   The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. - Psalms 34:18
          7.   An anxious heart weighs a man down, but a kind word cheers him up. - Proverbs 12:25
          8.   Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. - Colossians 3:15
         9.   The LORD gives strength to his people; the LORD blesses his people with peace. - Psalms 29:11         
         10.   LORD, you establish peace for us; all that we have accomplished you have done for us. - Isaiah 26:12

1.     Days are filled with sorrow and care
Hearts are lonely and drear
Burdens are Lifted at Calvary
Jesus is very near
Chorus:
Burdens are lifted at Calvary
Calvary, Calvary 
Burdens are lifted at Calvary 
Jesus is very near

2.     Cast your care on Jesus today
Leave your worry and fear 
Burdens Are Lifted At Calvary
Jesus is very near
Chorus:
Burdens are lifted at Calvary
Calvary, Calvary 
Burdens are lifted at Calvary 
Jesus is very near

3.     Troubled soul, the Savior can see 
Every heartache and tear 
Burdens Are Lifted At Calvary
Jesus is very near 
Chorus:
Burdens are lifted at Calvary
Calvary, Calvary 
Burdens are lifted at Calvary 
Jesus is very near